Everything's gonna be alright?

In a long-standing relationship/friendship, things happened. Over the years, words are exchanged, sometimes heated, sometimes a cold sarcastic remarks. Intentional or not, somebody's due to get hurt.
So what we do now is pick up the pieces of what is left, and reconsider who and what is worth.
It is naive to think that everyone can just forgive and forget.

Digital SLR

finally, i have bought a dslr. beats me, but suddenly i feel like this is a cliche thing to have. carrying one in public is like the 'in-thing' for the Singaporean man. i think it made it's way to the 5 Cs or something;

car, credit card, condo, cash, country club and a Camera

anyway, i am learning a lot of new things in photography. it gives me the adrenaline rush and a new observation of the space and time. below are some of my shots

its been a year since my last entry

dear bamboleo...

It's been a while. i almost closed you down but i didn't have the heart to. In times like this, i am grateful that you are here.

i am sleepless. i am in a career crossroad. the greatest fear is being stagnant. I have never known what i wanna be. Even a career workshop i had in college rendered useless as they found no match for my profile.

Career wise...Its getting frustrating of late. Not because of the promotion they promised but didn't deliver. It's more of feeling jaded. You do something well and they 'entrust' you with more. They sing praises about you but you don't feel rewarded.

"Knowing what you don't want is a good thing"....

I WANT OUT