its been a year since my last entry

dear bamboleo...

It's been a while. i almost closed you down but i didn't have the heart to. In times like this, i am grateful that you are here.

i am sleepless. i am in a career crossroad. the greatest fear is being stagnant. I have never known what i wanna be. Even a career workshop i had in college rendered useless as they found no match for my profile.

Career wise...Its getting frustrating of late. Not because of the promotion they promised but didn't deliver. It's more of feeling jaded. You do something well and they 'entrust' you with more. They sing praises about you but you don't feel rewarded.

"Knowing what you don't want is a good thing"....

I WANT OUT