spot the exhaust-pipe

if u wanna ask for my hand, i want this as dowry.

a night of redS and white

my dad treats me nice this whole week. cos he dreamt that i told him i won't live long. some terminal disease. *shrugs*

last night, my younger brother's temperature was running high. placed a bucket of iced-water and a towel by the bed for him.

at 0300hrs, he woke up and kept groaning. he said he felt numb throughout his body. my dad got a bit emotional, due to his dream, i think. so he tried to touch/hug him, but my brother kept shoving in pain, and moaned, and yelled.

that's when we called 995. and i followed the ambulance, kinda fun, like ER. and there goes my sleep. now i'm stoning

desire

'there is one thing i can't live without...' she said

'me?'

'i said 'thing', are you an object?'

'object of desire...'

two weeks' report

my reads;


john steinbeck's


lewis carroll's


graham greene's

my recent grabs (discount stores)


gipsy kings


robbie


hot rod


travis (fran healy)

uno momento

shopping list;

1) levi's - ya, ok, i noe, its like almost a year i've been saying this

2) g-shock - the cheapest, most basic i can find, to replace my spoilt one. then i can attach my compass, just feel more orientated wit a compass. digress; i've been looking for a military green cloth strap to replace my seiko's metal strap too.

3) mo more number three... simple desires, one thing at a time.

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"to know ourselves is the most difficult of enterprises because it involves not reasons alone, but our fears and our passions too. if we are capable of truly knowing ourselves then we will be able to understand others and the reality that surrounds us" - valerio massimo manfredi

meranam joker

i woke up in the middle of the night,
and cried and cried and cried.
primarily, it's because of one; departed,
essentially, it's those who are still living.
but if u see me, my smile will be beaming.
it's like a mould, a template.

HE has better plans for me

the world is a masquerade, made up of fools and philosophers.

recently HE showed me some revelations, and most of my questions have been answered. what i don't have i don't need it now. HE knows wat's best for me, HE has better plans for me, always, although initially, i might find it baffling

faithful departed

When the Prophet Muhammad's own son died, he said: "The eyes shed tears and the heart is grieved, but we will not say anything except which pleases our Lord." One should strive to be patient, and remember that Allah is the One who gives life and takes it away, at a time appointed by Him. It is not for us to question His wisdom.

mission impossible

i am spacing out from the world. i love the solitude currently. all these lies and excuses i gave to avoid people around me, i dono when it will end.

rain is pouring. i've decided to stay home, try to study. mamo is on MC. nice to be at home wit her. she had a minor finger surgery. made myself hot milo.

got my pay few days back, 1/3 of it is held by management for whatever reason only god knows. and yes! after paying all the bills... i can only buy a pack of boxers, instead of a watch, or a new pair of levi's. but i managed to save 10% of it.

my fren insisted the day before that the boxers are only a waste of money cos no one gets to see it.

"ur new boxers nice, eh?"

at least mamo gets to see it! *grinz*

think about it... 10% is actually a lot and u don't feel the pinch that much. whenever i quit part-timing from some organisations, they usually gave me the accumulated amount they paid for my service. and everytime i wondered, 'where has it all gone?'

we are imperfect humans in an imperfect world...