conscience: the part of the superego in psychoanalysis that transmits commands and admonitions to the ego(webster dictionary)

after my last visit to NUH, i went to good old 'lim ah boy'. got myself a brand new helmet. glossy black, matches any colour. 
 
"why don't u get metallic red, to match ur bike?" mum commented when i reached home.
 
"god, WHY NOT?!" said my conscience.... "Damn!!!"
 
headed to peninsula plaza from NUH;
 
1. bought 2 guitar strings. 2 cos wat if one snapped again?
 
2. shorten my jeans, 2 pairs of. and did alterations to my East India dress pants which is way too baggy. never wore it since i bought. huh, bought on impulse 2 years ago.  i just realised that u can't remove the pleats on ur pants to make it flat front. so, get it rite when u bought them. i'm short; baggy, folded at the bottom, pleats, will accentuate my lack of height.
 
3. bought a $10 t-shirt. those 2 colours type, the sleeves different from the body, always wanted those, and for ten quids, *wow*
 
4. marketing research for nikon coolpix 3200. randomnly asked around various shops. most shops selling at $450. one selling for $399. the best, $377. i told him i'd no money, and made my way for the exit...
 
shopman no. 1: "boy, $320..."
 
there i was, stopped in my tracks, this man creating havoc in my already warped train of thoughts. how did he know i lied that i didn't have the money?
 
my conscience: get out.... get out.... u are going to desaru.... u need the money....
 
shopman no. 2: no point ah, he got no money...
 
my conscience: get out, we will come back when the time is opportune....
 
OUT.
 
smsed one of my close gal fren, who's working in a nearby bank;
 
"having u for lunch. meet at normal place."
 
zoomed to jalan pisang, hajah maimunah (nasi padang)
 
"Oi, bawak pelan sikit ah. baju aku ternaik nampak coli, pakai ferring buat apa?!"