social responsibility

once again, i feel fucked up.

fucked up cos i can't carry out my social responsibility;
1)not attending friend's wedding
2)not attending colleague's birthday chalet

there are just too many things to do with so little time. catch 22. just like when my colleagues tried to organise something on the weekend, i'll say, "can we please, please not make it on a weekend? i don't want to see my colleagues for 7 days a week!"

"so i am your colleague? rizal, i always treat you like a friend, never as a coworker."

....."ouch"