indebted

...from merriam-webster dictionary

Main Entry: in·debt·ed
Pronunciation: in-'de-t&d
Function: adjective
Etymology: Middle English indetted, from Old French endeté, past participle of endeter to involve in debt, from en- + dete debt
1 : owing gratitude or recognition to another : BEHOLDEN
2 : owing money

with reference to the above definitions, i believe all humans are indebted. i am indebted, always indebted, be it with gratitude or money. i am being indebted (gratitude) especially those who have hurt me, be it intentionally or not. they are my fuel. fuel which burns ardently, with fervour... incandescence...

being indepted doesn't have to make one inept.

it takes all kind of people to make the world go round.